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The author, Cam, performing her poem "DEFCON" inside of an art museum, July 29 2017

Two months ago,  I performed a spoken-word poem titled "DEFCON", named after our DEFCON military defense system in the United States. It was about a boy who I constantly felt at war with, struggling with our hookup past, tempestuous mental health present, and uncertain future. Each stanza escalated in passion and heartbreak as the numbers counted down from 5 to 0. By 1, I was screaming.

That was something I hadn't intended. It was a snap-decision I made during the performance, filling any breaths of silence with my echo. It was one of my best poetry performances ever, if not the best. And I felt beautiful for it afterwards - cleansed, powerful, freed from this torment.

Then, he texted me later that night. He sent me three words that unraveled every lesson my art had taught me, every ounce of independence: I miss you.

And that is the kind of blood oil that pumps through my machinery. I run on this toxic energy. My art is made of this smog. And somehow, I breathe this. It's romantic, this kind of heartbreak, this kind of pain I can transfer onto the page or onto the stage. Look at how much I have to say about the same thing again and again. Look at this solace of creating art out of misery. Look how beautifully I bleed.

Why am I a heartbreak artist? Why did a younger self live in fear of running out of heartbreak because it would mean running out of poetry? Yes, the cathartic aid of creating art out of pain is useful, necessary, glorious. But what about the same, repeating pain of boys or girls or any variation of a lover treating you like shit? Making you feel so not lovely, so opposite of glorious, like someone who is prettiest and most powerful when she is screaming about how much this hurts?

I worry that we see this substitution for therapy too often and everywhere we look. We see it portrayed in media --in TV shows, in books, in music -- as tragically beautiful. As though those words should coincide beside each other.  This art becomes our voice instead of verbalizing the problem, instead of calling it out and kicking it out. We think that this pain must merit some presence in our lives because art has such a great presence in our lives. So we skewer the two together, decide that we can't have one without the other. We air our grievances and breathe them in again, inhaling carbon dioxide. It's almost like after creating this art we hold on even tighter to the heartbreak.

I'd love to say I have some solution to this. I wish I could say that I'm not proud of DEFCON and don't still have the poem memorized, safety off, ready to fire off of my tongue, heartbreak so hot I can still taste the metal of it. I wish this poem singed him, wish my pain was an exit wound in his chest.

But it falls on deaf ears. Certainly, only others who love this kind of heartbreak can truly hear the rhythm of it. The one who it was meant for, who inspired it all, couldn't possibly see or hear it. Smog doesn't have eyes or ears.



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Comics, like poetry, represent a medium perpetually in the midst of trying to define itself, test its boundaries, and overcome stereotypes. And as with poetry, I frequently hear friends say, "I would like to get into comics/graphic novels/narrative art/sequential art, but I don't know where to start!"
As a comics-lover, I would like to share some of my favorite entry points to this phenomenal world. Rather than have a top ten list and count down my favorite graphic novels, I have decided to divide the world of comics into a number of categories and select favorites from within each category. For this week, the category is...

Comics of the "Weird"
Comics and graphic novels provide an amazing outlet for artists to be weird and experimental with narrative, visuals, and format. Many great illustrators of the weird cite Krazy Kat as a major influence, though George Herriman’s work seems so tame by modern standards. Others might choose to the works of R Crumb or similar artists for this category, but I personally gravitate towards comics that are weird without being disturbing or unsettling. My favorite weird comic, and the most influential comic on my own work is Beanworld by Larry Marder, which I discovered at the impressionable age of twelve and still adore. This tale of talking vegetables waging eternal war against one-armed floating heads, communing in secret with a sun goddess, and questing for the pieces of a discombobulated fork gifted by Big-Fish-In-The-Sky shouldn’t work, but does. Read it.
Image from Beanworld, courtesy of the CBLDF
How to Read It: Beanworld is hard to find, but the recent republication by Dark Horse comics means that it is probably available at most comic stores

Runner Up: Frank by Jim Woodring – just as weird, just as worth reading, but less formative in my development as a comic-lover.


Image from Frank, courtesy of The Comics Journal

Check back in regularly for more recommendations. Until next time!


Images in banner collage courtesy of amazon.com

WHAT IS RRR? Reading Resolution Round-Up.

WHAT IS RRR? It's a challenge to myself and to you. In 2017 and beyond, let's read more inclusively. Let's be better allies. 

BUT WHAT IS RRR? Each month I'll will be actively seeking out poets whose voices have been historically marginalized (EX: PoC, LGBTQIAP+, women, immigrants, Muslims, refugees, ETC.) and I will share a round-up of what I've been reading. Expect relatively little commentary from me. This series is about their voices, not mine. Read more about this project in January's Letter from the Editor.

WHAT DID YOU READ LAST MONTH? Here's what I read in January.

What a whirlwind month! I had the fortunate opportunity to follow up on January's RRR post by being able to hear Danez Smith and Oliver Baez Bendorf read at AWP events. (BOTH SO SO INCREDIBLE.) I also bought Samiya Bashir's book Field Studies from the NightBoat Books AWP booth....from Kazim Ali! (Who is incredibly nice, by the way.) I also had the opportunity to learn more about Sibling Rivalry Press (which published Christopher Soto, featured last month) and their current collections. Although I didn't get to hear Ocean Vuong read at AWP (sobs), I do have the comfort of knowing I was in the same gigantic conference center as him for three days. So there's that. 

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FEBRUARY: Aracelis Girmay, Tim Seibles, Hanif Willis-Abdurraqib, Sarah Kay, Nicole Homer, Claudia Rankine, Brenda Shaughnessy, T Fleischmann, Vievee Francis, and Jamaal May.



1. Aracelis Girmay


via BOA Editions

I was able to hear Aracelis Girmay read the the Split this Rock/BOA Editions sponsored reading at AWP and I cannot even begin to describe the experience. It was intense, complex, painful, and so, so beautiful. I immediately bought two of her books: The Black Maria and Kingdom Animalia. I cannot recommend Girmay enough. Start with this excerpt from "The Black Maria" from Poetry.

The fight, first, to open, then to breathe,
& then to close. Each of us entering the world

& entering the world like this.
Soft. Unlikely.      Then — 

the idiosyncratic minds & verbs.
                 Beloveds, making your ways

to & away from us, always, across the centuries

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2. Tim Seibles


via Etruscan Press

I heard Tim Seibles read the Split this Rock/BOA Editions AWP reading as well. (This reading as fire, by the way. Danez Smith also read.) His work cuts to the heart of racial tension, violence, and inequality in America. He also has a wonderful reading voice that molds itself around the shifting tones in his work. Start with his poem "Mosaic" available from Poetry.


In America skin was
where you belonged,     a who

you were     with, a reason

someone might: how — at the

parties     of hands unknown — 

astonishing deaths
could meet you.

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3. Hanif Willis-Abdurraqib


via Button Poetry

I heard Hanif Willis-Abdurraqib perform at the Page Meets Stage event at AWP and....guys, I can't even describe how good it was. His book, The Crown Ain't Worth Much is out through Button Poetry, and I suggest you check it out. There's a lot of Youtube footage floating around of his performances, too. Here is a list of his published work available online. Check it out. 

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4. Sarah Kay


via Write Bloody

I also heard Sarah Kay perform at the Page Meets Stage event at AWP. I think I almost cried in the third row at one point because it was so overwhelmingly good. Start with the one that went crazy viral: If I Should Have a Daughter. (I linked to the text, but her performance is not to be missed and can be easily found on YouTube.) And then watch all her videos here.

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5. Nicole Homer

via Write Bloody

Nicole Homer is a poet I ALSO say perform at the Page Meets Stage event at AWP. Spoiler alert: she is also an incredible poet, and her performance left me in awe. Here is video to her poem "Motherhood". And here is a link to all her published work available online

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6. Claudia Rankine


via Graywolf Press

I mean, do I even need to sell you on Rankine's Citizen? It is so necessary that if you haven't read it, you need to go read it ASAP. It is a masterpiece. 

because white men can't
police their imagination
black men are dying


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7. Brenda Shaughnessy


via Copper Canyon Press
I have been a fangirl of Brenda Shaughnessy since my freshman year in college and I have never, ever looked back. I got to be in the same room as her at AWP and it was beautiful. You should read all her work, but you can start with her poem "I'm Over the Moon" (warning: intense lfeatured on the Poetry Foundation. 

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via Sarabande Books
I read T Fleischmann's book Syzygy, Beauty, after picking it up from the Sarabande Books booth at AWP. It's a nonfiction essay in (what I view as) prose poem units and it's incredible. I'm including the book synopsis from Sarabande Books' website below because they say it best: 


"The word “syzygy” refers at once to the alignment of celestial bodies in astronomy, repeating relationships in mathematics, and male/female pairings in Gnosticism. T Fleischmann’s Syzygy, Beauty, then, is an essay ordered by complimentary needs: art criticism, the narrator's construction of a house, and the direct address of a lover. Playing with scale and repetition, the speaker keeps us off-center, and therefore always looking, as we are lead through an intimate relationship that is complicated and deepened by multiple partners, gender transitions, and itinerancy. In language both plainspoken and startling, Fleischmann attempts a reconciliation between the sadness and beauty that come with a love that must always be, in some ways, distant."
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9. Vievee Francis

via Northwestern University Press
I hadn't heard of Vievee Francis until I encountered her on a panel at AWP, but boy am I so, so glad I did. She rescued a panel about sentimentality in women's writing from the clutches of white feminism and overall said some incredibly powerful things about femininity and what it means to be a black woman. Check out an interview with her on Muzzle, and then read one of her poems published on Rattle

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10. Jamaal May


via Alice James Books

I picked up Jamaal May's book The Big Book of Exit Strategies from the Alice James Books booth at AWP during their stellar Saturday sale, and I was not disappointed. Check out his poem "There Are Birds Here" published in Poetry for starters. 

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WHAT'S NEXT? Share this post. Then share it again next week. Use your platform to make sure these voices are heard. Listen more and talk less. Support the featured poets -- buy their books, go to their readings, shake their hands, and thank them. Resist the urge to make their work about you. Reflect and listen some more. And of course, never stop reading better. 

WHAT IS RRR? Reading Resolution Round-Up.

WHAT IS RRR? It's a challenge to myself and to you. In 2017 and beyond, let's read more inclusively. Let's be better allies. 

BUT WHAT IS RRR? Each month I'll will be actively seeking out poets whose voices have been historically marginalized (EX: PoC, LGBTQIAP+, women, immigrants, Muslims, refugees, ETC.) and I will share a round-up of what I've been reading. Expect relatively little commentary from me. This series is about their voices, not mine. Read more about this project in January's Letter from the Editor.

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JANUARY: Christopher Soto, Ocean Vuong, Warsan Shire, Danez Smith, Sandra Lim, Kristiana Rae Colón, Samiya Bashir, Natalie Diaz, Oliver Baez Bendorf, and Monica Youn.



1. Christopher Soto 

via Sibling Rivalry Press
Christopher Soto's chapbook, sad girl poems (Jan. 2016, Sibling Rivalry Press), was sent to me from a stranger through "Secret Stanza". The introduction (as well as the poems of course) is so necessary. 

Start here: [Somewhere in Los Angeles] This Poem Is Needed, via The American Poetry Review. Here's an excerpt from the poem: 

Mothers are getting // handcuffed & harassed. Homes are being
            Crushed [like cigarette butts]. Everyone I know

Hates the racist police & wants a revolution. // But we seldom
            Aim the gun... Have you heard // how the bullets

Sing their anthem // throughout the body?? // It sounds like
            God shutting the door— Bang. Bang.






2. Ocean Vuong

via Copper Canyon Press
Like pretty much everyone in the poetry community, I read Vuong's Night Sky With Exit Wounds (Apr. 2016, Copper Canyon Press) and died a million tiny deaths because it was so, so, SO good. You need to read it. If you can't afford the collection, start with Aubade with Burning City, via The Poetry Foundation. I honestly can't choose which part of the poem to quote as a teaser because I love every syllable of it. You'll just have to take my word for it and read the poem. The Poetry Foundation also has a recording of Vuong reading the poem available. He has additional poems published online that are accessible. Find them on his website. 






3. Warsan Shire

via Amazon
Warsan Shire has long been one of my favorite poets since I discovered her work in college. I even had the incredible opportunity to take an online class about poetry and trauma through The Poetry School. Her collection Teaching My Mother How to Give Birth (Dec. 2011, flipped eye publishing limited) is incredibly powerful and I highly recommend. I thought I'd share her poem The House, via The Poetry Foundation, which I recently found and have already read ten times over. Here's how it starts: 
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Mother says there are locked rooms inside all women; kitchen of lust,
bedroom of grief, bathroom of apathy.
Sometimes the men - they come with keys,
and sometimes, the men - they come with hammers.





4. Danez Smith

via Danez Smith's website
I found Danez Smith's poem From "summer, somewhere", via The Poetry Foundation, in the Ecopoetics issue of Poetry. I was on a plane home from Los Angeles, and I wept openly. (Note: not saying that to elicit sympathy for myself; only to showcase the raw power set loose in the poem.) Here's an excerpt from the first section: 

...here, there is no language
for officer or law, no color to call white.

if snow fell, it’d fall black. please, don’t call
us dead, call us alive someplace better.

we say our own names when we pray.
we go out for sweets & come back.





5. Sandra Lim

via W.W. Norton
I had the great pleasure to hear Sandra Lim speak and read from her latest collection The Wilderness (Sept. 2014, W.W. Norton) when she visited George Mason University. Before that, though, I had the even greater pleasure of reading and living with her wonderful collection. Here's a good place to start: Vous Et Nul Autre, via Drunken Boat 18. This is how it starts:

I have hung our dwelling with enormous
nets, crackerjack feeler though you are.

But nets don’t help us in the awful
enormity of the emotion of thinking.

The electrifying interiors keep
turning their faces from the light.








6. Kristiana Rae Colón

via GoodReads
I found Kristiana Rae Colón while seeking out Latinx poets. I stumbled upon a remix for remembrance, via The Poetry Foundation, and was instantly captivated. She has many, many other talents outside of poetry as well. (Read more about that on her blog.) Here's a stanza from her poem "a remix for remembrance", dedicated to her students, that I found particularly lovely: 

Speak away the limits to heights of your existence
Be a witness, be a record, be a testament, a triumph
Set your poems flying in the glitter of the planets
Feed open mouths with truth, the truth is we are famished
The Universe is starving for the symphonies you play
Clarinets and thunder and the syllables you say
are the instruments: you are infinite. Stretch your hands to heaven






7. Samiya Bashir

via Samiya Bashir's website,
forthcoming from Nightboat Books Spring 2017
Samiya Bashir is another poet that I found within the pages of Poetry's Ecopoetics issue. Her poem Blackbody Curve, via The Poetry Foundation, had my brain churning in a million directions with its innovative structure. 

Here's how it starts: 

Stairs: a rushed flight down thirty-eight; French doors unlocked always.
Always: a lie; an argument.
Argument: two buck hunters circle a meadow’s edge.

I know I'll be keeping an eye out for Bashir's forthcoming collection, Field Theories (left). 










8. Natalie Diaz

via Copper Canyon Press
I heard Natalie Diaz speak and read at the  Fall for the Book festival in Fall 2016 and she was incredible. The entire audience sat in stunned silence every time she finished reading a poem. If you aren't paying attention to her voice, you're not doing this whole "poetry thing" right. Start with this poem: My Brother at 3 A.M., via The Poetry Foundation. This is another one where I can't decide on an excerpt, so just take my word for it and go read the full poem. I'm currently in the process of buying a copy of When My Brother Was an Aztec (May 2012, Copper Canyon Press), so perhaps...more poems from Diaz to come on RRR!







9. Oliver Baez Bendorf

via Kent State University Press

I also discovered Oliver Baez Bendorf through the Fall for the Book festival last year. He read in the same session as Natalie Diaz, and was also absolutely incredible. I left this reading last night swimming through their poetry. The Spectral Wilderness (Jan. 2015, Kent State University Press) is another collection on my wish list. Bendorf's work is important and resonant on so many levels. Natalie Diaz introduces his work beautifully and selects two great poems ("Queer Facts About Vegetables" is a very memorable one from his reading in Fall 2016) to feature in this article from Poetry Society










10. Monica Youn

I missed Monica Youn when she came to read at Fall for the Book (argh!), but I did catch her episode on the New Yorker poetry podcast. Her collection Blackacre (Sept. 2016, Graywolf Press) has been kicking ass and taking names lately. Yes, this is another collection on my wish list. You can start with the collection's namesake poem, Blackacre, via The Poetry Foundation. Here's an excerpt from the second section: 

A wide-eyed girl is extreme in her unliddedness, her bare membranes flinching at any contact, vulnerable to motes, to smuts, to dryness. A wide-hipped girl extends the splayed arches of her body to bridge the generational divide. A wide-legged girl unseals a portal between persons; she is disturbing to the extent that she is open to all comers, a trapdoor that must be shut for safety’s sake. A wide-eyed girl is often thought desirable; a wide-hipped girl is often thought eligible; a wide-legged girl is often thought deplorable. A wide-legged girl is rarely wide-eyed, though she may have started out that way.



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WHAT'S NEXT? Share this post. Then share it again next week. Use your platform to make sure these voices are heard. Listen more and talk less. Support the featured poets -- buy their books, go to their readings, shake their hands, and thank them. Resist the urge to make their work about you. Reflect and listen some more. And of course, never stop reading better. 


See you next month. 

Read more of Alexandria's work on Floodmark.




Hosting a dinner party with literary geniuses as guests sounds like a dream come true… discovering that they’re all getting killed off one by one is more of a nightmare, but exactly the case for Edgar Allen Poe’s Murder Mystery Dinner Party. This YouTube series, created by Shipwrecked, started as a Kickstarter project back in February 2016, and its season finale aired on Halloween. So you can venture a guess as to what I was doing on All Hallow’s Eve…

(source)


The Persaud siblings started their characterizations as Edgar Allen Poe (Sean Persaud) and Lenore the Lady Ghost (Sinead Persaud) in their series A Tell-Tale Vlog. Somehow, despite Poe’s severe social awkwardness, he has managed to invite authors such as Ernest Hemingway (Joey Richter), Oscar Wilde (Tom DeTrinis), Charlotte Brontë (Ashley Clements), and… Emma Dickens (Sarah Grace Hart) or whoever. Of course, a murder mystery party wouldn’t be complete without Constables Jim and Jimmy (Jim O’Heir of Parks and Recreation, and Jimmy Wong) checking in on the mayhem.

This web series has got to be one of the dweebiest, most wonderful concepts I’ve encountered in my life. Literature typically is limited to the page, but seeing appreciation for literary artists on the screen is almost too much to bear. It’s hard to imagine, at times, that there are other people out there who are equally obsessed with books and authors and poetry. This series is a sort of fan-fiction of the authors, imagining how writers and poets would have interacted with their contemporaries. It’s like Midnight in Paris, except it’s actually good.

The episodes are chocked full with literary references, terrible puns (my favorite), boisterous comedy, and drama. While watching the series with friends, we definitely were kept in suspense ‘til the very end, unsure if new characters would make appearances, or if deceased characters were truly dead. If I had to pick a favorite, I would say that the rugged alcoholic Hemingway would be it (that’s probably the first and only time I will compliment Hemingway)
The location is extravagant and absolutely perfect. The costumes and hair are beautiful period pieces. The color edit to the film gives it an eerie candlelit ambiance. The music is a subtle but strong foundation to the story. The actors are obviously dedicated to their roles, and I can barely imagine them outside of character.

After watching Mary Kate Wiles’s (Annabel Lee) behind-the-scenes video in which she vlogs about the YouTube series, it’s easy to forget that this was an indie production. The budget was only $72,141, and when taking into account all of the actors, the location, the crew, and many other fine details, this is an amazing feat.  As someone who works with an out-of-my-own-pocket budget for my own films, who works with actors around their college class schedules, I’m in awe of how dedicatedly this production worked towards their passion project.

I really do feel like this web series is a staple for the online literary community – as big as the first person who decided that they were going to vlog about books they recently read. The series deserves so much more love and support than what it currently has. My hope is that you’ll watch the first episode and follow the series through to the end, appreciating the representations of our beloved eighteen hundreds artists and the production team who created them.


Watch the first episode:






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